奇妙的妳

你 会发现有那么一种奇妙的存在  
即便是最黑暗的夜  
他的存在也会让你觉得黎明马上要出现  
用他特有的温柔唤醒你  
即使最寒冷的夜  
他也会让你觉得第二天阳光会出现  
用他散发的光芒温暖你  
然而最奇妙的是  
也许照亮你前方的那个人  
从来没能真正地出现在你的生活里  
而你爱了他好多年  

“为什么喜欢一个遥远的人？”
“因为他 发光 啊！”

2015's PLAN

Today is 1/1/2015, I have taken it as normal day as just sitting at home and the same on yesterday. I still remember last year new yr eve I had doing the craziest thing at Singapore. My besties and me were walking and searching around for the place to watch for the countdown of the fireworks show. If not mistaken that day was the day that walk the most steps in Singapore. As for the experience, I am worth in having around 3 months live in Singapore.

Since today is the 1st day of new year, I wishes theres no more serious incident happened in this year. Besides, I hope all people that I known stay healthy and happy.
As for myself,  I wishes I would successfully expand my career and jobs. At the same time, I wishes I can get more money saving to do more investment and of course I hope all my investments are in the growth line.

My planning in this year is mainly focusing on the expand the business.
#salesandprofitgrowth
#recruitsalespersonandimprovemanagement
#createretailecommercewebsite
#getagirlfriend

Wishes these dreams become fact or reality when I am writing another plan on year 2016 and reviewing my achievement in this year.

Reviewing current and the past; Carry forwards to the goat year 2015

最近几天闲着无聊就听了酷我听书，听着听着就喜欢上了。平时不爱读书的我，从小到大都不曾完整的读完一本故事书的我，竟然会爱上书，用听的果然大大不同，可以用来消磨时间，疏解压力，还可以回忆从前。

从小时候到现在工作的我，我还是最喜欢之前的大学生活，虽然那时的我可以说是离乡背景到另一个城市生活，少了家人的陪伴，但多了身边的朋友，好朋友，甚至还可称上兄弟。

我很庆幸，老天没让我白费了那几年的光阴。谢谢你们一路陪伴和相助，
有了你们，内向的我变得没那么害羞;
有了你们，我的世界从满希望;
有了你们，我变得有志气，有义气;
有了你们，我的笑容多了;
有了你们，我变得更努力了;
有了你们，我多了快乐;
就因为你们，我白痴过，傻逼过，疯狂过了无数次。
谢谢老天爷让我认识了你们。

以前的我讨厌书，因为你们，我渐渐喜欢上了;
中学时喜欢到图书馆是为了逃课;
大学时喜欢到图书馆是为了谈天，读书，做assignment。

以前的我懒散，因为你们，我踩尽了油门，读书时我尽量考到最好，快毕业时大家有了一样的目标，现在的我会尽力学习成长，吸收经验，我要达成我们的梦想，创造强大团队，在不久的将来制造我们的商业帝国。

现在我们都忙着，努力着，
希望不久的将来，会回到同一个桌上，建立属于我们的商业团队。🙋👌👍✌

回忆，感动，感想，感谢

那些年，那些日子，那些一点一滴，完美与不完美，已成了甜美的记忆。

天空是蓝的，回忆是清晰的。
回想了，还是会微笑。

当下的失落，现在的祝福。
封闭了自己，抛弃了自己，寻找回原来的自己。
等待着一种想要的感觉，期待少了，失望少了。
喜欢了一个人的生活，不是喜欢，而是习惯了。
现在的你变了，偶尔的回忆，偶尔的联系，习惯了。

夜晚的迷茫，感叹。
早晨的希望，阳光。
不打扰了，感谢有了当时的美好。

当初想要当的科学家，
后来的工程师，
发现了，最后还是做回了自己。

累了，模糊了，怀念着一种温暖的感觉。
偶儿的联系，彼此的关怀和抱怨，偶尔的鼓励。
时间少了，少了出现在彼此的世界，
喜欢的或只是当时的自己。

A blink of eye, CNY 2014 is reached in less than 48 hours.

Hello, time flies, thing had changed, this blog had also covered with tons of dust.

In just a blink of eyes, all the things happened around me and the changes of my life is just like sleeping on the bed and having a 8 hours dream.

那些年，我在大学的日子与过程  :)

I can't believed this cycle that can be happened so fast. 4 years of university life;

From Kedah to Melaka, everything from strange to become familiar, regardless the place or people around. From the foundation of engineering to degree honor marketing management.

From a person of not sensible to become a more matured person.

From just 3 hometown friends staying under the same roof in melacca until having big social network group of "engin gang" and "business group".

From a lazy and naughty and becoming the assignment group leader.

I was really appreciate all the things and incident happened around me, whether is positive or negative, good or bad, crazy or calm, all of them was the process of life and because of the special incident, it had becoming the traces of memory.

那些年，我们一起玩 dota 和 maplestory 的日子。

那些年，我们 group PE04 上课的日子。 

那些年，我们一起推车的日子。

那些年，我们一起温习功课的日子。

那些年，我们吃喝玩乐的日子。

那些年，我们一起旅行的日子。

那些年，我们一直把食物当模特儿“拍照的日子。

那些年，我跟你要电话号码的日子。

那些年，我喜欢你的日子。

那些年，MMU 让我留下了太多太多完美与不完美的记忆。

Actually, MMU is not so bad, without it, i will not had all those beautiful memory, without it, i will not had all the best friends, without it, i wont keep pressing F5 during the subject registration, haha, also a memory :)

真的很怀念在多媒体大学的日子

I LOVE U "MMU"

                                            

After graduate, i had back home for rest and waiting for my life turning point, after deep thinking, i had decide to choose Singapore as my 1st working place. On 19 December 2013, i had started my working life. Also in just a blink of eye, i had worked for more than one month now also i m not so satisfy with this job. I was study in marketing area but i am working in the fast food restaurant as this job doesn't matched my studies. I hope will get a better offer in the job soon :)

This year i had miss the CNY 2014 celebration wiith my family, this is the 1st time i didn't allow to celebrate Chinese new year as cny also my working day. I promised that I won't allow this happened again in the coming years. Chinese new year is the gathering for all family members, 何谓: 新年团聚. I am feeling lonely in Singapore especially in these few days as the CNY feel is getting rich around, I will treat this lesson as bad memory in the future, so now i just can think positive and be happy as life is going on and the time wont waiting for me.

At here, I am wishing all Happy Chinese New Year, 

马上成功，

马力全开，

龙马精神，

马年行大运。

Although now i m working in Singapore, i hope that i can get further study in master and if possible, i will also go for the PhD in the future. I hope all my planning able to run smoothly, i will get involvement in many types of challenges as our life is limited.

"人生有多少个十年" i hope i can make every ten years in the "WOW" effect.

Sometimes i am doing wrongly

Sometimes my communication skill is so poor,

 the way i talk doesn't means the meaning u received. 

Sometimes making joke in the wrong timing, 

i tot that is just a joke but maybe others didn't think the same too. 

Sometimes the decision i take is not purposely, 

I have my own hardship.

Sometimes I am a selfish person,

that why more people click the unlike button on me.

If change those situation oppositely,

I will not feeling good also,

and why I make the incorrect thing on others.

Result and outcome can be change if the choice i make is accurate.

The decision a person make can make the conclusion on the maturity of the person,

and i m not matured yet from the showing result.

The performance of a person can have a same feedback from the others, the result on me shows that i get a negative comment and feedback from others.

I will do my best to change my own attitude,

also think the best way in solving problem. 

1st emo during internship

I really cannot control my emotion already,

Lets FUCK all the things out.

1st thing, i wanna fuck the people who thing the company under himself,

show those fucking attitude at the front of the others people,

u think u r the boss? o0o, u r just a rm300 worker in a month.

pls la, we are not ur employees, ok.

but maybe just i cant accept ur attitude of doing thing,

just imagine ur imotion is over during discussion.

2nd thing, it's mother fucker i m spending all my time to do the physical works from the starting of 3rd weeks  during internship in your company, what the others do?

but today they getting praise of being hardworking in the work. 

OK, fine, i know i always do the background work that people hardly to c those things and those effort i had paid, i lose for those people just pretending so hardworking at the front of the clerk and the lady boss that look like fully spending all the time in the work after the company implemented the marking system to our internship people.

This is not yet the real working environment, try to imagine next time in the real working environment,

i have no face to c that, also not dare to imagine that.

This also nvm, just think that i not paying effort enuf for the company, 

or i had bring the troubles to the company,

or i do something that not important at all and those things that i had done wrongly.

3rd thing, u like to calculate the amount of figure in term of money with me right, ok fine.

Every-times i didn't calculate the money in the small amount with u whether in the foods or drinks, even in the  toll fees and petrol using that i had paid.

now i know u got buy thing from melacca come here, 

u said wanna lock the door of the cupboard that u put the foods tht bring from melacca, ok fine,

then i just wan to eat biscuits in the tin only, u even put the tin in the cupboard, hei the tin is share de ok, or just imagine that urs, but i just wan to eat and refill back the biscuit that i had buy, 

ta ma de the rm 4 biscuit also want to calculate with me,

u thought i wan to get the free thing from u meh,

pls la, i m not so poor, even i poor i will also not asking oney from u la, so scared for what.

maybe u not simply do that, or u not think about what the others will feel, but now my feel is u are really too stingy.

Ok fine, u want to calculate, starting from now on i will calculate any money with u even 1sen.

Thats u force me to do that, how u treat me, i will treat u back in the same way, 

especially in the term of money, i tell u 1st i m very sensitive in the term of money ya.

Please dont try to challenge my maximum degree of tolerance, 

over my level i will really fuck u up.

I know i am not a good attitude and behavior person, 

maybe i had do many things that make u all disagree with me,

i m also know that, i also force myself to change it, anything wrong regarding my attitude, my behavior, my action, i will straightly said sorry to u.

People will not be perfect all the time, but at least dont be too over, then will be ok.

At here i just wanna release my tension and pressure, don't think so much.

一点点的挣扎，一点点的不舍，一点点的不适应，多点点的人生体会与经验

忙完课业，结束考试，

终于到了新年，

期待的不是红包，不是休息，不是玩乐，赌博，放鞭炮，

而是和好久不见的家人团聚，

开心的日子过得特别快，短短的几天新年又过了。

新年期间和家人谈到毕业后的自己，

继续深造？找份安定的工作？创业？

以前的我很想创业，但现在的我，反而有点想继续深造，

haiz, 好像海上漂浮不定的船只。

新年之后到发展商那里询问，

哇,马六甲市区的店屋房屋的价格都接近百万，

天啊，想想以后的我，要怎样才能付得起！！！

过后就开始我的工作实习，

我还不是很适应突然间生活的转变，

从平时的上课，玩乐，开心就好的态度，

到认真，必须真正的达到公司的要求，

真的蛮压力和不简单。

工作时讨论期间，都发生争执，

我一定要学会控制情绪，

以免损人损己。

Friendship

Aha, now 2nd post, about friendship,

when talk about friend hor,

jiu si beh gou li liao,

this sem hor, i hv join myself into many gangs,

gou li leh, one day with gang A, one day with gang B, another day with gang C,

but mostly my time in this sem are with the china man together, gay lai gay qu,

hahaha, both suffer for the fyp together, lol...

After sharing the happy friendship, now complaining liao,

walaoeh, my hometown classmate marriage liao,

but i didn't receives any news about it,

how sad my i, until i saw someone post the wedding photo,

although we are not really join each other, but from primary to secondary school same class,

tmd, my management in friendship truly failed,

how sad my i, until now not even 1 inform me yet...zzZ

suan le ba, haiz :(

After hometown, now 2nd town complaining pula,

u know me la, i hardly to be a plp person,

if from my view, u are good and trusted, then i will trust and friend with u,

if no, then sorry,

because of that attitude, now i kena tlp liao lo,

i won't when meet people, talk people language,

when meet ghost then change to ghost language,

sorry ha, i was unable to do that,

nah, i m able to see with my eyes,

acting like so so soo friendly at ur front, look like so so soo good the friendship,

but acting ma, sure look so good la, pui.

friend, from the other people's angle viewing on me, maybe i m just like the food,
after eat, then digest and become masterpiece,
then actually i m the shit,

har, i m not saying u ok, if u have that feel, then ya, i m the shit in your friendship list, 

i just wanna be myself, thats all.

Now is study week,

all mmu people busy preparing their final,

wish all the best in the final exam,

and wish all those going to graduate de, have a bright future :)

My long long one month :(

I had closed my blog for one month, before this feel like wanna do some adjustment, but because of my laziness + busyness, so i didn't do any changes on it, aha...

This few month i m so so soo "chong dong", but it is somehow combining good and bad side. Its good from the start of this sem, i deleted all my games inside my computer, yeah... "zhang shen gu li", but it was so so bad because of something, i throw myself into the dying island.

Now, i m pretending myself is so soo free, hiding myself from preventing the stress of final exam, cuz i just wanna start my revision, walaoeh, left 3 days nia my exam arrived.

But got one happy thing to share here is i finished my fyp1, TeeHee :)
this project ar, really really make me too stress liao la,
make me pay my more than 2 weeks sleeping time as a zombie life, everyday staying in iss room la, learning point la, library la... sohai leh
But lastly, i fight for it, i win, hehehe,
Through the eight principle of universe, one out the eight rule is believe...if u believe urself, then u can success ur believe, so, i believe it, i can score an A on this subject. Not only this subject A, i want this sem score all A, wahahahhahaha.......isit crazy.....no, it is possible to do it by everyone, if u really fully concentrate on it.

Dang dang dang dang, here is the cover page and copyright of my project, wow, i m a author now, wakakaka.

Questionmark ???

In the studies, in the exam,

we are finding the answer for the question.

In the presentation and talk,

we are explaining the solution for the audiences.

In the working,

we are looking for a better life.

In the communication with people,

we are trying to understand the opponent.

In the view of love,

we are searching for the right person as lifetime partner.

But there are lots of "question-mark" in between all the question and answer.

In facing those non-living organisms,

we just need to understand them and we have the correct solution.

But in the other way, 

in dealing with people,

it is so hard for us to find the problems,
after knowing the problems,
then the solution need to be find out,
then the solution applied might be wrong again since people change in every second.
It a long ways to understand a people,
For me, its the big question-mark.

2012 这一年

2012这一年，就这样划下了句号。

一年的时间，说长不长，说短不短，

但是，发生的事情，经历的事情，都不少。

伤心的日子多过开心的日子，

烦恼的日子多过开朗的日子。

这一年，是我最少回家的一年，

但我越来越想家了，

这一年，我才真正懂得家人的重要，

家人是最重要的支柱。

这一年，友情之间变化最大，

从一年前的一起读书，一起旅行，一起玩的日子，

大家行动一致，只有少许课业上的纠纷，

现在的一年后，朋友的争执多了，联络也少了，
但圈子大了些，

可能大家都越来越忙吧，

现在的我都是一个人度过，haiz, 不进则退。

这一年，我的成绩退步了，

功课越来越多了，

温习功课的时间也少了，

不再像之前的努力奋斗。

这一年，因为某些事，我自己也改变了，

变得没那么好胜，

变得没那么执着，

变得没那么有性格，

变得忍气吞声，

变得比较勇敢了，

但对你还是一成不变。

这一年，事事不顺，

希望2013将会是风生水起的一年。

失落时，孤单时，迷失方向时

每当我压力大的时候，我会把自己封闭起来，觉得自己不够坚定，处事态度不够成熟。
         
每当我独自一个人走在路上的时候，一个人呆在家的时候，我会胡思乱想，觉得自己很失落，很孤单。

每当我面对挫折和挫败的时候，我会觉得我迷失了方向，会觉得很想要放弃。

这一些不开心的时候，听一听激励人生的歌曲，就会觉得其实坚持下去，也可以找到色彩的自己。

不要认为自己没有用，每个人都是有用的人

自己的将来，自己的路，要自己走

坚持到底，终会有成功的一天

不要辜负父母与他人对我们的期望

生气时，听一听

世界末日

21 December 2012

世界末日，真的会到来吗？

你相信世界末日吗？

我们不必猜测了，还有20天，答案自有分晓。

这两天，我观看了YouTube内有关世界末日的视频，

一些专家说21/12/2012 刚好是太阳，银河系和地球刚好成为一条直线，

极场移动，会造成极大的天灾，

一些则说会有一颗成为Nibiru 的星球会撞向地球，

不管答案是什么，我还是希望这一切都不会发生。

我的人生刚要重启点开始，

我有很多很多事想要去完成，

很多想要经历的事情，

我不想那么早死，也可以说是我怕死。

如果21号就是世界末日，

你在末日之前最想要做什么？

会不会先完成你最想完成的事？

末日，是个传说？还是惩罚人类的残忍？惩罚人类对环境的破坏？

妒忌。。。羡慕。。。输不起。。。

妒忌。。。羡慕。。。输不起。。。

妒忌。。。
是个人问题？
还是每个人都有的毛病？
“忌”，肯定是自“己”的“心”里出了问题。

羡慕。。。
是用于以欣赏的角度。

输不起。。。
基本上应该是不好的心态，
但有时候可以用于增强自己，不断进步。

Stress....a powerful motion

Since when start,

i feel that i m so stressful, this feel of stress never come to me before,

now think it back, its like before the start of this sem, i already feel that this sem won't be easy anymore.

Someone tell me that i put too much tension on myself make myself stress,

 but that is not the fact, i m not a person that very hardworking, 

although i wishes to finish everything perfectly... just wishes but no action taking, equal to 0.

Or i think that i m too pro, can finished all the thing under control with my palm,

and i think i can focus on everything at the same time,

studies, fyp, business

WTF i m doing, i m not superman,

everything going not so smoothly with what i think,

People said when u feel that the question is hard, only feel but not try, then u will hardly to get the answer,

if u have a try on it, then sometimes it is easy,

that depends on how people think about it.

Compared to Obama, the top entrepreneur, and many others successors,

my tasks is just the small ant, 

how can i considered that as stress,

so when we feel wanna give up, 

try to think off there are lots of people face many many times of stress more than us,

think that success is just few more step to reach, 

then we might feel better.

Everyone wishes to become a perfect man, 

but in the real world, how many percent of people success in their sense of success, 

10%, 20% or 100%,

without taking any action or movement, although u have a very simple dreams, it will also won't be success.

Its not just 2 or 3 days to become success, its take long time, tons of hard-work we paid.

A person wishes to fly higher and higher, 

they will neglect most of the things beside or around him or her,

we are just human, can't take care for everything, get everything,

but we can focus on the pathway that we had make decision on it.

I wishes i m a part of the 10% of human being that really success in this world,

i want myself to be different rather than normal,

i know this journey won't be easy,

but i must do my best to achieve this mission,

although i know the road is fully cover with challenges,

and the journey might be so long,

but sometime become the hero also very meaningful.

i love the quotation:

miracle only will happen on the people who never give up

let fight against all the stumbling stone that block our road towards success,

then we will feel the brightest of the success.

Success and failure

Success?Failure? - They are just a fine line between each other. All people in this world want to be the success person, no one want to be the failure. But there is no such thing in this world. If there is success, then there will also has failure. I take a current good example: Apple and Nokia. Last time all people using Nokia phone, but recently, Nokia left far behind from Apple i-phone. This world is fair for everyone, if u lose in competition, then u will lose to share the "cake". In Chinese, there is a quote "风水轮流转", means a person success doesn't means forever success.

Why there is a such thing of success and failure? A person that initially has the dreams might be the one that can be success in future, then failure happened if the person take the wrong steps or the person just has dreams but not taking any action, that means the person fail to achieve the dreams.

Yes, at first, we need to have dreams before we success, but dreams still far far away from success. Then "action" need to be taken in the process of success ur dreams. 《心动不如行动》. The "action" can be a lot of meaning; (hardworking, research, finding on the information and details, and more others)

Opportunity is sometimes needed in the support of smoothie the achievement of the dreams. Opportunity also can be many types; (PEST- politic, economy, social and culture, technology) are the 4 examples of the opportunity. If the opportunity is around in helping to achieve ur dreams, don't miss the chances, cuz opportunity is not always available, or it will not always waiting for u.

Threat and risks will make u harder to success ur dreams.西游记唐僧取西经也遇到种种妖精，但他没放弃，最后成功了咯. So, don't give up if facing the threats and high risks. Make urself stronger to fight against the threatens, if u successfully overcome all the threats, then congratz, u r almost success.

Speed also a important thing in achieving ur dreams. Use the higher and constant speed in finding the road to success.不要三分钟热度 means don't only powerful at the start of doing things, but become less and less impulse on the ways of success. If u can't keep up on the track, then u are fail. Try to find some motivation ways to motivate urself so u won't fail on the dreams achievement. Avoid urself to choose the wrong decision by listen to others opinion and try to analyse on the decision making to reduce the rate of failure. The person's personality and morality also can affects the success rate, so try the best in shaping to be good personality person.

Then success is waiting for u :)

My family

It's very long time already i seldom back home since the started of my uni life, i just back home during the semester break and it was too short for me, i really miss my home and my family (My daddy, mummy and 2 sisters). Regret why i choose so far to continue my studies, haiz, if the time can turn back again , i will choose the uni that nearer to my house and i can go back home weekly, dreaming, lol.

~My family members and me ^^~

This picture is taken during celebration of my daddy birthday. Hehe, this year holiday ngam ngam meet with daddy birthday date. Long time already didn't have a family day like this, all stay together and talk together with full of happiness and sweetness. Time flies faster than rocket, now i already back to the loneliness study place. I hope the time can stop at this moment, then everyday will be a happy day. Wishes my daddy and mummy stay healthy and happily, also wishes my sisters and myself dreams come true :)

I rarely meet my elder sister during my holiday as her holiday time always different from mine :(

When i m a kids, i always blame why my parents always scold me, even i feel that i m not doing wrongly, now, i know their painstakingly, without their scolding, today i will become a part of rubbish, thanks my daddy and mummy. I feel sorry to my dad and my mum as i always rebel with their decision.

After i study in mmu, i also seldom calling my parents, I always use busy as the pretense but i spend lots of time in gaming, lol, useless son. Haiz, always make my parents worried about me but i never think from their side. 

I always act like a pro, when just study in mmu, i tell my parents that i can study well in engineering course, but i fail it, then i tell them i m not interest in engineering sector but in business sector, then i make a promises to them said i will do the best, but now what i m doing, my results dropped every semester, haiz, i disappointed them again. I tell my dad to invest in some place and i said this will earn money, but fail again, waste lots of money, what the fuck i m doing, nothing reach the target, everything fail. Even loss of money, my parents also not scolding me, but i can feel they disappointing on me. Now, i tell them i want to start my businesses, they didn't stopped me, but just telling me if want to do, then do it well. I hope this time i won't disappointing them again. Having my own business is also one of my dreams, i must do it well as a prove.

家，永远永远都是我们温馨和睦的地方，更是一个宽容错误的地方，有了家，便有了遮风挡雨的处所，灵魂便有了安妥孤寂的暖巢。

EIGHT PRINCIPLES OF UNIVERSE

Last time i don't know there is a thing called principle of universe, until one of my friend told me about this, and i found that the principle is somehow accurate for myself, maybe it just my own belief, or its really exists. No matter is real or belief, now i m going to share the 8 principle of universe, and i get the source from other website: http://www.execonn.com/matt/Docs/EightPrin.htm.

EIGHT PRINCIPLES OF UNIVERSE

            The nature of the universe, at its deepest level, is (like) your mind.  There are certain principles that make our experience an active choice.  It is an ancient teaching.  There are eight principles that make it possible for us to determine the nature of our existence: the past, the future, and most importantly the present. 

PRINCIPLE ONE:

The universe is pure intelligence.

            The basic nature of the universe is mind.  It is pure intelligence.  You see, the deepest level of the universe, deeper than molecules, atoms, electrons -- the deepest level of the universe -- is a level where the idea of "location" does not exist.  At that level it is not possible to locate the specific position and speed of an electron.  That essentially means that this deepest level pervades all that is.  It has no specific location.  It is omnipresent.  Scientists in our world have not located it yet.  In other worlds they are calling it Quantum space.

            Scientists have not been able to locate consciousness in the brain either.  In fact they have no idea where consciousness in located in the human being.  That is because it is like the basic Quantum level of the universe.

            The basic nature of this deepest level of the universe is consciousness -- pure intelligence.  At the Quantum level, at is very depth the universe acts like an information processor -- like a mind.  This information flows around and through all processes.  All things are intimately and infinitely connected by the flow of the consciousness.

            Nature is purposive and its possesses deep intentionality.  The laws that govern the universe are contained at this Quantum level.  That is why one can find this information during their inner journeys. Always remember that he who is capable of deep inner reflection will gain the secrets of the universe, because that is where they are kept. 

PRINCIPLE TWO:

All matter is composed of (thought) vibrations.

            Reality is not what you see.  Everything is vibrating at different rates or frequencies.  Principle number two is that everything is composed of frequencies.  Everything is in vibration.

            The difference between a rock, a tree, and a man is the difference in the rate of vibration.  There is a hierarchy of vibration with matter at the low end, and energy at the higher end.  Mind is even higher than energy.

            Take an object, hot or cold.  that object will manifest certain heat vibrations.  Those heat vibrations will, if raised, turn into light.  If rased enough, a tremendous amount of power will be released, and the matter will disintegrate.

            The ancient teachings say, "All manifestation of thought, emotion, reason, will, or desire, or any mental state or condition are accompanied by vibrations."  These vibrations are, in a sense, transmitted to the area around them in the same way heat radiates outward from a hot object.

            Every thought, emotion or mental state has its corresponding rate and mode of vibration.  These frequencies can be changed by a change in the thought patterns that inhabit the mind.  Since the universe is also made up of vibration at the deepest level, and the matter that is the universe can be affected and changed just by your attention, the vibration of the thoughts that you are thinking may affect the very substance of the universe.  The universe is like your body in that respect.  It will give you what you dwell upon.  If you dwell on negativity, you will get just that.  Which leads us to the next principle.

PRINCIPLE THREE:

Every thought has its own vibration.

            The universe seeks balance.  In seeking balance, our part of the universe creates everything with two poles.  Everything has its opposite.  Like has dislike, black has white, light has dark, hot has cold. But hot and cold, while different in degree are identical in context -- the context of heat.  The ancient saying is, "everything is and isn't at the same time."  Moreover, between the poles of hot and cold, there are many degrees of hot and cold, the highest of the two being called "warmer," and the lower, "colder."  There is no absolute standard for hot and cold.  Nor are good and bad absolute.  There are degrees of good and bad, but there is no absolute standard.  These dichotomies are called the "pairs of opposites."  The pairs of opposites are all this way, having only the relative meaning that we give them.  The universe assigns no degrees of value to them.

            Taking the first two principles together, it is possible to change one mental state into another.  Emotions and things belonging to different classes cannot be transformed into each other, but things of the same class may be transformed.  So cold can become hot.  Hate can become love.  Fear can become courage.  But hate cannot be transformed into courage.

            By changing the polarity of an emotion, through raising the mental vibrations of the energy of the emotion, we can transform it to the higher emotion.  In this way, a fearful man can become a courageous man by polarizing the emotion along the line of the desired quality.

            The ancients say, "To change your mood or mental state, just change your vibration, through an exercise of your will, by deliberately fixing your attention on the more desirable state."  If you are sad, deliberately remember times when you were happy.  You do not have to get rid of the darkness, just bring a candle into the room and the darkness will disappear.

            The next principle is closely related to the previous, in that even in the variations of the poles of opposites, there is a balance. 

PRINCIPLE FOUR:

The universe demands balance.

            The universe demands balance.  The Law of Compensation is that for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.  If the pendulum swings one way, it must always swing back the other way. If you will, for a moment, stop; and consider that these swings of rhythm are also evidenced in your life.  Courage is preceded by fear.  Happiness and sadness oscillate. 

            The ancients say, "The man who enjoys well can also be subject to great suffering.  The man who feels little pain is capable of feeling but little joy."

            Mentally, however, it is possible to escape the low end by rising above it.  We are able to overcome the swing of the pendulum by making the vibrations higher and rising above the lower vibrations.  In essence, we are raising the vibrations of the self above the ordinary plane of consciousness, and then simply "refusing" to allow the pendulum of emotion and mood to swing us back.

Even so, the Law of Compensation is operative.  You will probably find that there is no such thing as an overnight success.  One generally pays the price for what he wants to attain.  The things that one pays a price for are always repaid.

            Always remember that everything is subject to the principle of cause and effect.  There is a cause for every effect, and vice versa.  Regardless of a belief that says that there is no cause and effect, the principle is always operative.

PRINCIPLE FIVE:

We are always compensated for what we do.

            As Edgar Cayse said "You only get to keep what you give away."  The Universe is a giant mirror, always reflecting ourselves back to us, for that is all there really is.

            We are always compensated for what we do.  If we consider cause and effect in terms of events, then strictly speaking, no one event "creates" another event, but is merely a preceding link in the great chain of events in the day of the universe.  Every thought we think, every action, every deed, creates results both directly and indirectly.

            The problem in most peoples lives is that they are not on the cause side of the cause and effect equation.  Most people are on the effect side of the equation, not at cause, but at effect -- at the effect of event, other people, the environment, internal moods.  You have seen them complaining about their powerlessness in the face of Nature, events, and other people.  You have seen them giving away their power to affect their own futures as well as others' futures.  You have see people riddled with guilt, fear, anxiety, and lack of self control.

            This is all a result of a misunderstanding of the principle of cause and effect.  Just remember this, you are at cause in your universe. 

            If you raise the vibration rate of your thinking, you will be able to rise above the lower effects.  The lower emotions and effects will not affect you.  You will, however, always be subject to the higher effects.

PRINCIPLE SIX:

You exist.

            If you exist it is the only quality you have.  It means you always have existed, you exist now, and you always will -- beyond time.  That which exists cannot become non-existent.  That is a completely different quality.  You exist and existence contains the concept of nonexistence.  Existence does not and cannot become nonexistence.  You are eternal, you exist.  It is your primary quality.  You are and ever shall be.  You will change, you will transmute, you will shift, you will learn, you will grow.  But you will always be you -- the True You.  The You that knows itself as you.

PRINCIPLE SEVEN:

The One is All, the All is One.

            As we look out into the Holographic Cosmic Dream we see that we are the Dream and the Dreamer, all the stars, all the planets, and all the people.  And each individual contains the whole.  All the information, all the accessibility, of all that is,  is in each of the parts of all that is.  All that is knows Itself as One and knows Itself as All the parts.  The Parts know themselves as individuals, and know themselves as One with all other Parts.

PRINCIPLE EIGHT:

Entrainment:

The closer two things match, the stronger the coupling and attraction between them.

            This principle also known as sympathetic resonance or "like attracts like" is the basis behind all interaction.  The world we create or attract to us is the one that most closely matches us.  The symphony of our vibrational patten of our beliefs, emotions, and being determines the world we experience.  If we are feeding our fears then that is the chord that is being energized.  That energized chord will find corresponding chords in the universe and "dance" with them.  Who and what we chose to "dance" with is determined by the chords we choose to energize. 

Conclusion:

THE UNIVERSE REARRANGES ITSELF TO ACCOMMODATE YOUR PICTURE OF REALITY.

            The universe being intelligence and consciousness, it is possible to affect the fabric of the intelligence that makes up its Quantum level.  The level where effects may be gained is at the higher vibratory levels.  Programming your experience works on this level.  There is balance in the universe, the balance is maintained by the pairs of opposites, and the Law of Compensation and Entrainment.  You cannot expend energy and have it not be returned to you.  Finally remember that you are at cause of all that happens to you, and in your life.  Rearrange your picture of reality and the universe will accommodate it.

Un-understandable thing :(

Really very long time not updating my blog, now is a raining night. Today i m not in a good mood but also can't say bad mood. Yes, a person's mood changing can be having a reason or without reason.

1st reason

This trimester i also dunno whats wrong with myself, but i know that i m something wrong. Doing assignment not putting effort inside it, not guiding others do the assignment, presentation also simply do and present it. Midterm study in the last minute, now is final exam, i also using the same steps, study at the last day. For me, last minute work will not working efficient, midterm i get very low mark already and i still do like that, good then, i find myself the end road, today i finished my 3rd papers in this final exam, and the outcome is all 3 subjects results will look like shit. I dunno answer the question during exam, this problem happened to me the 1st time after i study in FBL. I dunno want to laugh or cry. I saw people post status in Facebook "没有白读", after i look at that i more sad, others can answer the exam question, and what i do, can't even answer half of the questions. I just can blame myself why i study at the very last seconds, and this is the first time i didn't slp for 24 hours study inside learning point, and straight go for exam with no sleep. So what, i dunno the answer, fuck myself then. This semester is also the first time i m not get angry during assignment period, this means i not care on it, and the marks also look like normal, haiz.

2nd reason
These few days, i see something that i thought that have relation with me, so i start to guess about the situation, but during that, i also feel curious if that can happened to me, and continuously dreaming on that. Haha, result shows me that i still doing the same, think too much. There is something so difficult for a person to forgotten, i try hard for myself ( refuse, reject, evade), then so what, also remain the same.

Today, a person ask me a question or problem and ask for my opinion, i suddenly get stunned, because the similar problem happened to me before and the person was involve in my problem last time. And last time i was failed to solved for the problem. Until now, my problem i also dunno solved already or not.

A person you care for and u think the person is important for you, so you will feel sad if the relationship have problems. But the person u think is important for you does not mean you important for him or her, so he or she will not care about you. So i hope the person will know that there is someone is care for him or her, and please cherish for it.