Pulau Perhentian Trips...!!!

Pulau Perhentian trips, a nice trip that including me n 6 friends (Jason, Yng Fen, Elin Goh, Melisa, Tika and Prima). These 3 days 2 night trip is included pulau perhentian, pulau redang n also pulau lang tengah. This trip is on the 3rd weekend of my study in the new sem, lol... :)

The journey from Melacca to Pulau Perhentian was so long for the distance, it take around 9 hours to reach there by bus.

inside bus photo :)

Snap group photo inside speedboat on the way to pulau perhentian.

Once we reach pulau perhentian, we 3 boys are so excited n straight change our clothes n jump to the seasea n try to use the snorkelling equipment. Left side is me, middle 1 is Prima and the right side is Jason.

The equipment involve the eye n nose protection n the breathing tube. Snorkelling is better for a person without eye sightness problem n for a person who know swimming.

The sea in pulau perhentian was so salty until I was so easily to float on the sea without wearing the life jacket, it could be a better place for a person to learn swimming. This was the 1st time i tried snorkeling, it was a good feel.

Most of our activities at the 3 pulau there mostly focus on snorkeling, the view under the sea are very beautiful n it can also be wonderful. The cleanliness of sea water is out of my expectation, the sea was so clean and it can look into the deepest sea by our eyes. The living organisms inside the sea were so special, love it.

Corals in the sea

giving bread to the fish, they like it so much, all look so beautiful :)

the turtle, look so friendly

Large amount of fish swim in groups

Jelly fish

Nemo and it's home, so cute :)

These are some photos from pulau perhentian and pulau redang while snorkeling. Below are few photo of friends take together.

Ermm, look like a happy family :)
Below are some of the seaside view in Pulau Perhentian and Pulau Redang.

This is the chalet that we stay

The view is so nice, it make people feel fresh there. Pulau Perhentian is a very peaceful and carefree place and it was no noisy or sound pollution that having in the city.

Naughty Tika splashing the cold hill water on me.

Pulau Perhentian, I love U ~^^

每个人背后的辛酸

已经很久没有update部落格了，今天又失眠了，也许是刚才从Pulau Perhentian回来在巴士上睡太多了。旅行的事之后再分享，现在我想写的是背后的辛酸。

不知道大家是否有遇过这样的问题，

有心事却又不能找到适合的人倾诉；

寻找答案时却不知道问题身在何方；

不被接受的帮助却还盲目的付出；

越想得到的东西却越得不到；

越在乎的事情越不被重视；

被别人当透明物体，好像不存在似的；

被当成比陌生人还陌生的对待，至少面对陌生人时还会给一个微笑。

难道喜欢一个人需要付出的代价是那么大的吗？

认识你的日子不是很长，但是我的生活也因为你多了几分色彩，如今这些颜色可能退了，但当中的酸甜苦辣，都将会成为我的回忆。回想起，这一切都是美好的记忆。

对不起，谢谢你。

突破自己，勇敢一点

昨天我做了很错的事，不懂该如何解决该问题。我想了很多很多，也想了很久，很难过，我哭了。其实我在写那篇短文时，我没想过其后果，现在回想，的确我做错了。

但也是昨天，我踏出了第一步，没踏出这一步之前，我觉得这一步应该不会踏出来，只是站在原地，看着前方，因为我觉得这一条道路不配我走。可能是因为我不想失去，不想留着遗憾，所以我向前移了一步。前方的路很模糊，可能是一条康庄大道，但也可能是一条死路，但我绝不后悔。既然决定走了一步，我会突破自己，勇敢一点，继续走下去，希望前面不是尽头，而是一道曙光。

我现在很累了，已经很多天没有睡好，现在就补眠去，再见。

Leader problem

Every time i become the leader of assignment group, i thought i can guide my group members to done the report in a wonderful manner. I thought i can guide them to finish their task in the report correctly and they can receive the correct message of doing the assignment. I thought i can be a good leader, i can done the best report to be submitted.

Actually i am not a good leader, i m not good in divide the task, not good in guiding my group members, not good in explaining what should my group members need to do. When i joined the others assignment group, i always complaint about the leader, complaint this and that. I only know to complaint others, but i didn't think back  is't i can do better than them. "Look through ourselves before complaint the others" is a very good quote to explain this situation.

失败

失败是什么？

失败是不是人在完成任务时不能达标，无法达到拟定的目标和标准。但这不算失败，因为至少有去尝试，勇敢面对失败和挫折。

真正的失败的人，就是害怕不能成功，连试也不敢试的人。

现在的我就是个彻底失败的人，害怕失败而不敢去尝试。

很烦啦.....媽的！！！

我觉得我自己很有问题，经常无端端会emo，影响了自己也影响了别人，haiz。
心中藏有秘密又不能告诉他人，有烦恼又不能与他人分享，总之是有口难言，即使说了也没有帮助，可能结局更糟。其实是我自己给自己的借口，胆小和不敢面对失败。算了，自己辛苦就好，不要影响别人。

我尽量不要去想那些烦恼的事，现在最重要的是读好书，考到好成绩。然后达到我一直想要达成的目标和愿望。

很累了，今天和朋友玩了一整天，现在休息去，半夜还要起来消化phychology chapter 1 and 2, 因为明天有quiz 啊。。再见

大学生活与感触

刚才帮朋友收拾东西，然后搬上车子，因为他去吉隆坡继续升学。我突然有一股感触，现在的我已经在马六甲住了三年，还有一年多我就大学毕业了。毕业那天我想我会落下男儿泪，舍不得在MMU的生活，在马六甲读书的日子，还有所有的好朋友。

我在大学的生活就是每天去课堂上课，但很多时候早上的课堂我都是自行取消（翘课）。然后有空就到图书馆去读书，做assignment,图书馆也是谈天，下载电影和睡觉的好地方。然后周末就呆在家，不然就和朋友去逛街，看电影，再来就是和朋友打电玩。朋友生日时就一大班人一起庆祝，放假时就一起去旅行，但很多时候我没参与，因为我想家了，放假时就早点回家乡。

还有，在大学生活免不了presentation，还记得在MMU第一次presentation的情景，当时站在课室的前方，面对所有学生时紧张到坐立不安，我present 到一半就卡住了，丢脸死。经过多次的训练，现在的我还蛮喜欢presentation。

虽然我很想快点毕业，然后到社会上赚取第一桶金，但是大学生涯应该就是人生最快乐的一个旅程。我想每个毕业后的人都会怀念大学生活，我还要说的是我很幸运有机会就读大学，有机会享受这样的生活，有机会认识很多的好朋友。