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Sunday, December 30, 2012

Questionmark ???

In the studies, in the exam,
we are finding the answer for the question.

In the presentation and talk,
we are explaining the solution for the audiences.

In the working,
we are looking for a better life.

In the communication with people,
we are trying to understand the opponent.

In the view of love,
we are searching for the right person as lifetime partner.

But there are lots of "question-mark" in between all the question and answer.

In facing those non-living organisms,
we just need to understand them and we have the correct solution.

But in the other way, 
in dealing with people,
it is so hard for us to find the problems,
after knowing the problems,
then the solution need to be find out,
then the solution applied might be wrong again since people change in every second.
It a long ways to understand a people,
For me, its the big question-mark.

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

2012 这一年

2012这一年,就这样划下了句号。

一年的时间,说长不长,说短不短,
但是,发生的事情,经历的事情,都不少。

伤心的日子多过开心的日子,
烦恼的日子多过开朗的日子。

这一年,是我最少回家的一年,
但我越来越想家了,
这一年,我才真正懂得家人的重要,
家人是最重要的支柱。

这一年,友情之间变化最大,
从一年前的一起读书,一起旅行,一起玩的日子,
大家行动一致,只有少许课业上的纠纷,
现在的一年后,朋友的争执多了,联络也少了,
但圈子大了些,
可能大家都越来越忙吧,
现在的我都是一个人度过,haiz, 不进则退。

这一年,我的成绩退步了,
功课越来越多了,
温习功课的时间也少了,
不再像之前的努力奋斗。

这一年,因为某些事,我自己也改变了,
变得没那么好胜,
变得没那么执着,
变得没那么有性格,
变得忍气吞声,
变得比较勇敢了,
但对你还是一成不变。




这一年,事事不顺,
希望2013将会是风生水起的一年。

Saturday, December 15, 2012

失落时,孤单时,迷失方向时

每当我压力大的时候,我会把自己封闭起来,觉得自己不够坚定,处事态度不够成熟。
         
每当我独自一个人走在路上的时候,一个人呆在家的时候,我会胡思乱想,觉得自己很失落,很孤单。

每当我面对挫折和挫败的时候,我会觉得我迷失了方向,会觉得很想要放弃。

这一些不开心的时候,听一听激励人生的歌曲,就会觉得其实坚持下去,也可以找到色彩的自己。


不要认为自己没有用,每个人都是有用的人




自己的将来,自己的路,要自己走



坚持到底,终会有成功的一天

不要辜负父母与他人对我们的期望

生气时,听一听







Saturday, December 1, 2012

世界末日

21 December 2012
世界末日,真的会到来吗?
你相信世界末日吗?
我们不必猜测了,还有20天,答案自有分晓。

这两天,我观看了YouTube内有关世界末日的视频,
一些专家说21/12/2012 刚好是太阳,银河系和地球刚好成为一条直线,
极场移动,会造成极大的天灾,
一些则说会有一颗成为Nibiru 的星球会撞向地球,
不管答案是什么,我还是希望这一切都不会发生。

我的人生刚要重启点开始,
我有很多很多事想要去完成,
很多想要经历的事情,
我不想那么早死,也可以说是我怕死。

如果21号就是世界末日,
你在末日之前最想要做什么?
会不会先完成你最想完成的事?

末日,是个传说?还是惩罚人类的残忍?惩罚人类对环境的破坏?


Thursday, November 22, 2012

妒忌。。。羡慕。。。输不起。。。

妒忌。。。羡慕。。。输不起。。。

妒忌。。。
是个人问题?
还是每个人都有的毛病?
“忌”,肯定是自“己”的“心”里出了问题。

羡慕。。。
是用于以欣赏的角度。

输不起。。。
基本上应该是不好的心态,
但有时候可以用于增强自己,不断进步。


Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Stress....a powerful motion

Since when start,
i feel that i m so stressful, this feel of stress never come to me before,
now think it back, its like before the start of this sem, i already feel that this sem won't be easy anymore.

Someone tell me that i put too much tension on myself make myself stress,
 but that is not the fact, i m not a person that very hardworking, 
although i wishes to finish everything perfectly... just wishes but no action taking, equal to 0.

Or i think that i m too pro, can finished all the thing under control with my palm,
and i think i can focus on everything at the same time,
studies, fyp, business
WTF i m doing, i m not superman,
everything going not so smoothly with what i think,

People said when u feel that the question is hard, only feel but not try, then u will hardly to get the answer,
if u have a try on it, then sometimes it is easy,
that depends on how people think about it.

Compared to Obama, the top entrepreneur, and many others successors,
my tasks is just the small ant, 
how can i considered that as stress,
so when we feel wanna give up, 
try to think off there are lots of people face many many times of stress more than us,
think that success is just few more step to reach, 
then we might feel better.

Everyone wishes to become a perfect man, 
but in the real world, how many percent of people success in their sense of success, 
10%, 20% or 100%,
without taking any action or movement, although u have a very simple dreams, it will also won't be success.
Its not just 2 or 3 days to become success, its take long time, tons of hard-work we paid.

A person wishes to fly higher and higher, 
they will neglect most of the things beside or around him or her,
we are just human, can't take care for everything, get everything,
but we can focus on the pathway that we had make decision on it.

I wishes i m a part of the 10% of human being that really success in this world,
i want myself to be different rather than normal,
i know this journey won't be easy,
but i must do my best to achieve this mission,
although i know the road is fully cover with challenges,
and the journey might be so long,
but sometime become the hero also very meaningful.

i love the quotation:

miracle only will happen on the people who never give up


let fight against all the stumbling stone that block our road towards success,
then we will feel the brightest of the success.



Saturday, October 27, 2012

Success and failure

Success?Failure? - They are just a fine line between each other. All people in this world want to be the success person, no one want to be the failure. But there is no such thing in this world. If there is success, then there will also has failure. I take a current good example: Apple and Nokia. Last time all people using Nokia phone, but recently, Nokia left far behind from Apple i-phone. This world is fair for everyone, if u lose in competition, then u will lose to share the "cake". In Chinese, there is a quote "风水轮流转", means a person success doesn't means forever success.

Why there is a such thing of success and failure? A person that initially has the dreams might be the one that can be success in future, then failure happened if the person take the wrong steps or the person just has dreams but not taking any action, that means the person fail to achieve the dreams.

Yes, at first, we need to have dreams before we success, but dreams still far far away from success. Then "action" need to be taken in the process of success ur dreams. 《心动不如行动》. The "action" can be a lot of meaning; (hardworking, research, finding on the information and details, and more others)

Opportunity is sometimes needed in the support of smoothie the achievement of the dreams. Opportunity also can be many types; (PEST- politic, economy, social and culture, technology) are the 4 examples of the opportunity. If the opportunity is around in helping to achieve ur dreams, don't miss the chances, cuz opportunity is not always available, or it will not always waiting for u.

Threat and risks will make u harder to success ur dreams.西游记唐僧取西经也遇到种种妖精,但他没放弃,最后成功了咯. So, don't give up if facing the threats and high risks. Make urself stronger to fight against the threatens, if u successfully overcome all the threats, then congratz, u r almost success.

Speed also a important thing in achieving ur dreams. Use the higher and constant speed in finding the road to success.不要三分钟热度 means don't only powerful at the start of doing things, but become less and less impulse on the ways of success. If u can't keep up on the track, then u are fail. Try to find some motivation ways to motivate urself so u won't fail on the dreams achievement. Avoid urself to choose the wrong decision by listen to others opinion and try to analyse on the decision making to reduce the rate of failure. The person's personality and morality also can affects the success rate, so try the best in shaping to be good personality person.

Then success is waiting for u :)

Saturday, October 20, 2012

My family

It's very long time already i seldom back home since the started of my uni life, i just back home during the semester break and it was too short for me, i really miss my home and my family (My daddy, mummy and 2 sisters). Regret why i choose so far to continue my studies, haiz, if the time can turn back again , i will choose the uni that nearer to my house and i can go back home weekly, dreaming, lol.

~My family members and me ^^~

This picture is taken during celebration of my daddy birthday. Hehe, this year holiday ngam ngam meet with daddy birthday date. Long time already didn't have a family day like this, all stay together and talk together with full of happiness and sweetness. Time flies faster than rocket, now i already back to the loneliness study place. I hope the time can stop at this moment, then everyday will be a happy day. Wishes my daddy and mummy stay healthy and happily, also wishes my sisters and myself dreams come true :)
I rarely meet my elder sister during my holiday as her holiday time always different from mine :(

When i m a kids, i always blame why my parents always scold me, even i feel that i m not doing wrongly, now, i know their painstakingly, without their scolding, today i will become a part of rubbish, thanks my daddy and mummy. I feel sorry to my dad and my mum as i always rebel with their decision.

After i study in mmu, i also seldom calling my parents, I always use busy as the pretense but i spend lots of time in gaming, lol, useless son. Haiz, always make my parents worried about me but i never think from their side. 

I always act like a pro, when just study in mmu, i tell my parents that i can study well in engineering course, but i fail it, then i tell them i m not interest in engineering sector but in business sector, then i make a promises to them said i will do the best, but now what i m doing, my results dropped every semester, haiz, i disappointed them again. I tell my dad to invest in some place and i said this will earn money, but fail again, waste lots of money, what the fuck i m doing, nothing reach the target, everything fail. Even loss of money, my parents also not scolding me, but i can feel they disappointing on me. Now, i tell them i want to start my businesses, they didn't stopped me, but just telling me if want to do, then do it well. I hope this time i won't disappointing them again. Having my own business is also one of my dreams, i must do it well as a prove.

家,永远永远都是我们温馨和睦的地方,更是一个宽容错误的地方,有了家,便有了遮风挡雨的处所,灵魂便有了安妥孤寂的暖巢。


Thursday, September 27, 2012

EIGHT PRINCIPLES OF UNIVERSE


Last time i don't know there is a thing called principle of universe, until one of my friend told me about this, and i found that the principle is somehow accurate for myself, maybe it just my own belief, or its really exists. No matter is real or belief, now i m going to share the 8 principle of universe, and i get the source from other website: http://www.execonn.com/matt/Docs/EightPrin.htm.


EIGHT PRINCIPLES OF UNIVERSE


            The nature of the universe, at its deepest level, is (like) your mind.  There are certain principles that make our experience an active choice.  It is an ancient teaching.  There are eight principles that make it possible for us to determine the nature of our existence: the past, the future, and most importantly the present. 

PRINCIPLE ONE:
The universe is pure intelligence.

            The basic nature of the universe is mind.  It is pure intelligence.  You see, the deepest level of the universe, deeper than molecules, atoms, electrons -- the deepest level of the universe -- is a level where the idea of "location" does not exist.  At that level it is not possible to locate the specific position and speed of an electron.  That essentially means that this deepest level pervades all that is.  It has no specific location.  It is omnipresent.  Scientists in our world have not located it yet.  In other worlds they are calling it Quantum space.

            Scientists have not been able to locate consciousness in the brain either.  In fact they have no idea where consciousness in located in the human being.  That is because it is like the basic Quantum level of the universe.
            The basic nature of this deepest level of the universe is consciousness -- pure intelligence.  At the Quantum level, at is very depth the universe acts like an information processor -- like a mind.  This information flows around and through all processes.  All things are intimately and infinitely connected by the flow of the consciousness.
            Nature is purposive and its possesses deep intentionality.  The laws that govern the universe are contained at this Quantum level.  That is why one can find this information during their inner journeys. Always remember that he who is capable of deep inner reflection will gain the secrets of the universe, because that is where they are kept. 

PRINCIPLE TWO:
All matter is composed of (thought) vibrations.

            Reality is not what you see.  Everything is vibrating at different rates or frequencies.  Principle number two is that everything is composed of frequencies.  Everything is in vibration.
            The difference between a rock, a tree, and a man is the difference in the rate of vibration.  There is a hierarchy of vibration with matter at the low end, and energy at the higher end.  Mind is even higher than energy.
            Take an object, hot or cold.  that object will manifest certain heat vibrations.  Those heat vibrations will, if raised, turn into light.  If rased enough, a tremendous amount of power will be released, and the matter will disintegrate.
            The ancient teachings say, "All manifestation of thought, emotion, reason, will, or desire, or any mental state or condition are accompanied by vibrations."  These vibrations are, in a sense, transmitted to the area around them in the same way heat radiates outward from a hot object.
            Every thought, emotion or mental state has its corresponding rate and mode of vibration.  These frequencies can be changed by a change in the thought patterns that inhabit the mind.  Since the universe is also made up of vibration at the deepest level, and the matter that is the universe can be affected and changed just by your attention, the vibration of the thoughts that you are thinking may affect the very substance of the universe.  The universe is like your body in that respect.  It will give you what you dwell upon.  If you dwell on negativity, you will get just that.  Which leads us to the next principle.


PRINCIPLE THREE:
Every thought has its own vibration.

            The universe seeks balance.  In seeking balance, our part of the universe creates everything with two poles.  Everything has its opposite.  Like has dislike, black has white, light has dark, hot has cold. But hot and cold, while different in degree are identical in context -- the context of heat.  The ancient saying is, "everything is and isn't at the same time."  Moreover, between the poles of hot and cold, there are many degrees of hot and cold, the highest of the two being called "warmer," and the lower, "colder."  There is no absolute standard for hot and cold.  Nor are good and bad absolute.  There are degrees of good and bad, but there is no absolute standard.  These dichotomies are called the "pairs of opposites."  The pairs of opposites are all this way, having only the relative meaning that we give them.  The universe assigns no degrees of value to them.
            Taking the first two principles together, it is possible to change one mental state into another.  Emotions and things belonging to different classes cannot be transformed into each other, but things of the same class may be transformed.  So cold can become hot.  Hate can become love.  Fear can become courage.  But hate cannot be transformed into courage.
            By changing the polarity of an emotion, through raising the mental vibrations of the energy of the emotion, we can transform it to the higher emotion.  In this way, a fearful man can become a courageous man by polarizing the emotion along the line of the desired quality.
            The ancients say, "To change your mood or mental state, just change your vibration, through an exercise of your will, by deliberately fixing your attention on the more desirable state."  If you are sad, deliberately remember times when you were happy.  You do not have to get rid of the darkness, just bring a candle into the room and the darkness will disappear.

            The next principle is closely related to the previous, in that even in the variations of the poles of opposites, there is a balance. 

PRINCIPLE FOUR:
The universe demands balance.

            The universe demands balance.  The Law of Compensation is that for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.  If the pendulum swings one way, it must always swing back the other way. If you will, for a moment, stop; and consider that these swings of rhythm are also evidenced in your life.  Courage is preceded by fear.  Happiness and sadness oscillate. 
            The ancients say, "The man who enjoys well can also be subject to great suffering.  The man who feels little pain is capable of feeling but little joy."
            Mentally, however, it is possible to escape the low end by rising above it.  We are able to overcome the swing of the pendulum by making the vibrations higher and rising above the lower vibrations.  In essence, we are raising the vibrations of the self above the ordinary plane of consciousness, and then simply "refusing" to allow the pendulum of emotion and mood to swing us back.
Even so, the Law of Compensation is operative.  You will probably find that there is no such thing as an overnight success.  One generally pays the price for what he wants to attain.  The things that one pays a price for are always repaid.
            Always remember that everything is subject to the principle of cause and effect.  There is a cause for every effect, and vice versa.  Regardless of a belief that says that there is no cause and effect, the principle is always operative.

PRINCIPLE FIVE:
We are always compensated for what we do.

            As Edgar Cayse said "You only get to keep what you give away."  The Universe is a giant mirror, always reflecting ourselves back to us, for that is all there really is.
            We are always compensated for what we do.  If we consider cause and effect in terms of events, then strictly speaking, no one event "creates" another event, but is merely a preceding link in the great chain of events in the day of the universe.  Every thought we think, every action, every deed, creates results both directly and indirectly.
            The problem in most peoples lives is that they are not on the cause side of the cause and effect equation.  Most people are on the effect side of the equation, not at cause, but at effect -- at the effect of event, other people, the environment, internal moods.  You have seen them complaining about their powerlessness in the face of Nature, events, and other people.  You have seen them giving away their power to affect their own futures as well as others' futures.  You have see people riddled with guilt, fear, anxiety, and lack of self control.
            This is all a result of a misunderstanding of the principle of cause and effect.  Just remember this, you are at cause in your universe
            If you raise the vibration rate of your thinking, you will be able to rise above the lower effects.  The lower emotions and effects will not affect you.  You will, however, always be subject to the higher effects.


PRINCIPLE SIX:
You exist.
            If you exist it is the only quality you have.  It means you always have existed, you exist now, and you always will -- beyond time.  That which exists cannot become non-existent.  That is a completely different quality.  You exist and existence contains the concept of nonexistence.  Existence does not and cannot become nonexistence.  You are eternal, you exist.  It is your primary quality.  You are and ever shall be.  You will change, you will transmute, you will shift, you will learn, you will grow.  But you will always be you -- the True You.  The You that knows itself as you.


PRINCIPLE SEVEN:
The One is All, the All is One.
            As we look out into the Holographic Cosmic Dream we see that we are the Dream and the Dreamer, all the stars, all the planets, and all the people.  And each individual contains the whole.  All the information, all the accessibility, of all that is,  is in each of the parts of all that is.  All that is knows Itself as One and knows Itself as All the parts.  The Parts know themselves as individuals, and know themselves as One with all other Parts.


PRINCIPLE EIGHT:
Entrainment:
The closer two things match, the stronger the coupling and attraction between them.
            This principle also known as sympathetic resonance or "like attracts like" is the basis behind all interaction.  The world we create or attract to us is the one that most closely matches us.  The symphony of our vibrational patten of our beliefs, emotions, and being determines the world we experience.  If we are feeding our fears then that is the chord that is being energized.  That energized chord will find corresponding chords in the universe and "dance" with them.  Who and what we chose to "dance" with is determined by the chords we choose to energize. 



Conclusion:

THE UNIVERSE REARRANGES ITSELF TO ACCOMMODATE YOUR PICTURE OF REALITY.

            The universe being intelligence and consciousness, it is possible to affect the fabric of the intelligence that makes up its Quantum level.  The level where effects may be gained is at the higher vibratory levels.  Programming your experience works on this level.  There is balance in the universe, the balance is maintained by the pairs of opposites, and the Law of Compensation and Entrainment.  You cannot expend energy and have it not be returned to you.  Finally remember that you are at cause of all that happens to you, and in your life.  Rearrange your picture of reality and the universe will accommodate it.

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Un-understandable thing :(

Really very long time not updating my blog, now is a raining night. Today i m not in a good mood but also can't say bad mood. Yes, a person's mood changing can be having a reason or without reason.

1st reason
This trimester i also dunno whats wrong with myself, but i know that i m something wrong. Doing assignment not putting effort inside it, not guiding others do the assignment, presentation also simply do and present it. Midterm study in the last minute, now is final exam, i also using the same steps, study at the last day. For me, last minute work will not working efficient, midterm i get very low mark already and i still do like that, good then, i find myself the end road, today i finished my 3rd papers in this final exam, and the outcome is all 3 subjects results will look like shit. I dunno answer the question during exam, this problem happened to me the 1st time after i study in FBL. I dunno want to laugh or cry. I saw people post status in Facebook "没有白读", after i look at that i more sad, others can answer the exam question, and what i do, can't even answer half of the questions. I just can blame myself why i study at the very last seconds, and this is the first time i didn't slp for 24 hours study inside learning point, and straight go for exam with no sleep. So what, i dunno the answer, fuck myself then. This semester is also the first time i m not get angry during assignment period, this means i not care on it, and the marks also look like normal, haiz.

2nd reason
These few days, i see something that i thought that have relation with me, so i start to guess about the situation, but during that, i also feel curious if that can happened to me, and continuously dreaming on that. Haha, result shows me that i still doing the same, think too much. There is something so difficult for a person to forgotten, i try hard for myself ( refuse, reject, evade), then so what, also remain the same.

Today, a person ask me a question or problem and ask for my opinion, i suddenly get stunned, because the similar problem happened to me before and the person was involve in my problem last time. And last time i was failed to solved for the problem. Until now, my problem i also dunno solved already or not.

A person you care for and u think the person is important for you, so you will feel sad if the relationship have problems. But the person u think is important for you does not mean you important for him or her, so he or she will not care about you. So i hope the person will know that there is someone is care for him or her, and please cherish for it. 


Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Pulau Perhentian Trips...!!!

Pulau Perhentian trips, a nice trip that including me n 6 friends (Jason, Yng Fen, Elin Goh, Melisa, Tika and Prima). These 3 days 2 night trip is included pulau perhentian, pulau redang n also pulau lang tengah. This trip is on the 3rd weekend of my study in the new sem, lol... :)

The journey from Melacca to Pulau Perhentian was so long for the distance, it take around 9 hours to reach there by bus.
inside bus photo :)
Snap group photo inside speedboat on the way to pulau perhentian.


Once we reach pulau perhentian, we 3 boys are so excited n straight change our clothes n jump to the seasea n try to use the snorkelling equipment. Left side is me, middle 1 is Prima and the right side is Jason.


The equipment involve the eye n nose protection n the breathing tube. Snorkelling is better for a person without eye sightness problem n for a person who know swimming.


The sea in pulau perhentian was so salty until I was so easily to float on the sea without wearing the life jacket, it could be a better place for a person to learn swimming. This was the 1st time i tried snorkeling, it was a good feel.

Most of our activities at the 3 pulau there mostly focus on snorkeling, the view under the sea are very beautiful n it can also be wonderful. The cleanliness of sea water is out of my expectation, the sea was so clean and it can look into the deepest sea by our eyes. The living organisms inside the sea were so special, love it.



Corals in the sea

giving bread to the fish, they like it so much, all look so beautiful :)

the turtle, look so friendly

Large amount of fish swim in groups














Jelly fish


Nemo and it's home, so cute :)

















These are some photos from pulau perhentian and pulau redang while snorkeling. Below are few photo of friends take together.





Ermm, look like a happy family :)
Below are some of the seaside view in Pulau Perhentian and Pulau Redang.






This is the chalet that we stay


The view is so nice, it make people feel fresh there. Pulau Perhentian is a very peaceful and carefree place and it was no noisy or sound pollution that having in the city.

Naughty Tika splashing the cold hill water on me.
Pulau Perhentian, I love U ~^^

Monday, June 25, 2012

每个人背后的辛酸

已经很久没有update部落格了,今天又失眠了,也许是刚才从Pulau Perhentian回来在巴士上睡太多了。旅行的事之后再分享,现在我想写的是背后的辛酸。


不知道大家是否有遇过这样的问题,
有心事却又不能找到适合的人倾诉;
寻找答案时却不知道问题身在何方;
不被接受的帮助却还盲目的付出;
越想得到的东西却越得不到;
越在乎的事情越不被重视;
被别人当透明物体,好像不存在似的;
被当成比陌生人还陌生的对待,至少面对陌生人时还会给一个微笑。


难道喜欢一个人需要付出的代价是那么大的吗?


认识你的日子不是很长,但是我的生活也因为你多了几分色彩,如今这些颜色可能退了,但当中的酸甜苦辣,都将会成为我的回忆。回想起,这一切都是美好的记忆。

对不起,谢谢你。

Thursday, April 19, 2012

突破自己,勇敢一点

昨天我做了很错的事,不懂该如何解决该问题。我想了很多很多,也想了很久,很难过,我哭了。其实我在写那篇短文时,我没想过其后果,现在回想,的确我做错了。

但也是昨天,我踏出了第一步,没踏出这一步之前,我觉得这一步应该不会踏出来,只是站在原地,看着前方,因为我觉得这一条道路不配我走。可能是因为我不想失去,不想留着遗憾,所以我向前移了一步。前方的路很模糊,可能是一条康庄大道,但也可能是一条死路,但我绝不后悔。既然决定走了一步,我会突破自己,勇敢一点,继续走下去,希望前面不是尽头,而是一道曙光。

我现在很累了,已经很多天没有睡好,现在就补眠去,再见。

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Leader problem

Every time i become the leader of assignment group, i thought i can guide my group members to done the report in a wonderful manner. I thought i can guide them to finish their task in the report correctly and they can receive the correct message of doing the assignment. I thought i can be a good leader, i can done the best report to be submitted.

Actually i am not a good leader, i m not good in divide the task, not good in guiding my group members, not good in explaining what should my group members need to do. When i joined the others assignment group, i always complaint about the leader, complaint this and that. I only know to complaint others, but i didn't think back  is't i can do better than them. "Look through ourselves before complaint the others" is a very good quote to explain this situation.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

失败

失败是什么?

失败是不是人在完成任务时不能达标,无法达到拟定的目标和标准。但这不算失败,因为至少有去尝试,勇敢面对失败和挫折。


真正的失败的人,就是害怕不能成功,连试也不敢试的人。

现在的我就是个彻底失败的人,害怕失败而不敢去尝试。

Thursday, March 29, 2012

很烦啦.....媽的!!!

我觉得我自己很有问题,经常无端端会emo,影响了自己也影响了别人,haiz。
心中藏有秘密又不能告诉他人,有烦恼又不能与他人分享,总之是有口难言,即使说了也没有帮助,可能结局更糟。其实是我自己给自己的借口,胆小和不敢面对失败。算了,自己辛苦就好,不要影响别人。

我尽量不要去想那些烦恼的事,现在最重要的是读好书,考到好成绩。然后达到我一直想要达成的目标和愿望。

很累了,今天和朋友玩了一整天,现在休息去,半夜还要起来消化phychology chapter 1 and 2, 因为明天有quiz 啊。。再见

Monday, March 26, 2012

大学生活与感触

刚才帮朋友收拾东西,然后搬上车子,因为他去吉隆坡继续升学。我突然有一股感触,现在的我已经在马六甲住了三年,还有一年多我就大学毕业了。毕业那天我想我会落下男儿泪,舍不得在MMU的生活,在马六甲读书的日子,还有所有的好朋友。

我在大学的生活就是每天去课堂上课,但很多时候早上的课堂我都是自行取消(翘课)。然后有空就到图书馆去读书,做assignment,图书馆也是谈天,下载电影和睡觉的好地方。然后周末就呆在家,不然就和朋友去逛街,看电影,再来就是和朋友打电玩。朋友生日时就一大班人一起庆祝,放假时就一起去旅行,但很多时候我没参与,因为我想家了,放假时就早点回家乡。

还有,在大学生活免不了presentation,还记得在MMU第一次presentation的情景,当时站在课室的前方,面对所有学生时紧张到坐立不安,我present 到一半就卡住了,丢脸死。经过多次的训练,现在的我还蛮喜欢presentation。

虽然我很想快点毕业,然后到社会上赚取第一桶金,但是大学生涯应该就是人生最快乐的一个旅程。我想每个毕业后的人都会怀念大学生活,我还要说的是我很幸运有机会就读大学,有机会享受这样的生活,有机会认识很多的好朋友。

Sunday, March 25, 2012

好友的告别聚会 ^_^

不知不觉,已经深夜 2时30分,短暂的一天又过去了。后天,我的一位好友 (咏诃),也是认识了十多年的朋友,将到吉隆坡去深造,就读他最有兴趣的日语,祝早日成功。我和他小学就认识,但严格来说,我们小时候也就读同一间的幼儿园,但那时我还不认识他,然后一起读中学,很多时候我们都读同一班,到大学了还可以读同一所大学,住在同一个屋檐下。

他是我认识最久和最优联系的朋友,他的为人不错,但是有时脾气很暴躁,还很“乖懒”。刚才晚上,他,阿伦,Daniel 和我原本打算去Sakurahouse吃日本料理 ,但被fully booked了,我们只好去Amigo吃,当作我们的告别聚会。
不懂他笑什么,拍照也要“粥笑”
En dao ba








之后我们去Dataran Pahlawan 里的桌球室Cue Club打桌球,因为我不会打桌球,所以去玩玩而已。
Daniel 很专业的样子,赞!
然后我们去GSC看电影 The Hunger Games,其实我觉得该部电影不是很好看,可能是我不会欣赏吧。